迷茫

been settled down my mid terms! 4 of them.one of the result was released.

-**results**-

yes! i should admit, i pay no heart for exam.

i m busy with this n that, but not exam.

i will not regret for anything i did, i chosen them.

went to class , my heart totally flying throughout the whole class.

been too many things this semester, i did not manage my times well.

totally a loser for times.

i dont like this.

really dont like.

i want the normal back-

the heartless me,

the unhealthy me,

the smileless me ,

the strengthless me.

i am bit sad for cannot accompany anyone in house for this break coming.

holidays in house would mean another meaning for me beside outings with friends, no one in Labuan would understand me on this, holidays for me in house consider precious..

so next year May , i would have only 1 month holidays instead of 2 months?! ....i dont know which to choose. family n future.

sorry for u all , my lovely family ,i would be with you all all the way n times, we will be getting stronger and even happier !<3

i would use anythings i can any method to curse U!

i hate your style, manner ! TO MAX!

U ruined the original happiness we have, u jealous us

well u would be fail again

you thought we would fall down and happyless after all,

no you are wrong , we would be better , great than previous days.

i am waiting time to go countdown or kind of fun with friends later.

am waiting.

i want escape from reality.

i wish to drunk myself.

just let me , for one night.

i am not emo, i am not super down.

i just want escape.

**reminder for myself

accounting tutorial, Japenese individual-group assignment, psychology thesis, statistic tutorial, JCN minit mesyuarat, APN document.

i should settle all down within 3 weeks, even holidays.

going for short escape to Sabah.

wish it could be nicer than i think.

-pray-