Sadness at this moment

sorry to me myself

i don even need to sad at all at this moment.

but i hate my mind .

i do sad at this moment.

why?

it's hard to explain.

cause there are tonnes of memories we had.

i flipped back my hard disc n i realised lots of you inside.

but all been history.

hurt badly.

i don hope to get back what we had.

i choose to let go.

i know there will be nicer waiting for me.

i need times

times needed for me to delete the memory in hardware n even my mind.

to make sure there are spaces to store new one.

i m not that kind people likes new n forget the old.

i m not.

if i still manage to hold back everything .

i would want.

but i know.

i m strengthless.

i m tired of facing all that too

i choose to let them go.

whatever you want comment of me.

i dont care.

i loves my own way.

i loves my life now.

p.s.***for you" memory to store in my mind are still there, but the spaces would be decrease days by days

" sorry .