这一天

我完成了我fyp 第一阶段的演说！感谢感谢她们！非常感谢！如果那天不是她们，我想我今天的fyp都不懂怎样！不是她们在我很忙的赶JLPT考试，很忙的去玩！没了她们，我fyp肯定到不了这里！除了谢谢，还是谢谢！你们让我看到真正的teamwork！我很庆幸我们很少纠纷，我们很快就找到解决方法！

忙完了fyp暂时放下它，赶其他作业！

这一夜我痜废了，我的推动力突然离家出走！

这一夜 她迷失了！

xoxo

December!

it is the month! is already second week and going to be end of the semester! cant wait cant wait to share with you guys how wonderful my December! it is blissful ! with awesome people, caring friends and cheerful mates ! You guys made me entering my 22nd with good memories. every single wish, every single call from Ireland, from Japan, from China! every celebration throughout the week! every every part of them ! December is always wonderful , being blessed and full with LOVES and Cares!!

will update with pictures when i have more times.

xoxo

**ignore the circumstances facing all the while, i believe God is looking what we are doing, i believe in circles of karma, what you did, what i did , there will be a circle turning round and round. bad or good are on own hands. Do what ever you feel you happy

i always remember that.

what i gave they will be a good reward on me, how bad you treated me, i will take them as challenges to brush a tougher me! :)

i am glad, the karma on me always that great, i am surrounding by awesome friends who take care and love me a lot! :))

xoxo

it is near

i smell December is near ! so so near!

i love December,

there are holidays!

It is a month with loves, with happiness, with blessings , with cares.

December with Xmas, December marks a new stage to another year.

December summarizes our years.

December is always always the best!

feel it, grab it and hold it tide. December is short! :)

xoxo

i m happY!

i m telling myself.

telling myself be more patient in everything. be really patient with everything around. be really patient and bare to what i dont like. be really bare to those annoy matters.

telling myself i m not alone in this semester.

i have course mates having the same stress as me, i have seniors that passed all these, why dont i?

telling myself ill tempered would not settle those problems.

telling myself i shall not hot tempered.

telling myself i m nt the only in these.

telling myself i can do ALL them

telling myself my 3rd year gonna be fun!

telling myself my last year gonna be memorable with loads of tasks.

telling myself my 5th and 6th semester will be wonderful than 1st n 2nd year!

telling myself i have a BIGGEST STONE holding my back for me not to falling down.

telling myself i can do it, i can achieve them

telling myself YES I CAN

please show to me , you can do it!

迷茫

人！是为了什么。。

人，总是难于估计

人，总是居心叵测吗？

人，做了好事就要回报吗？

人，总要为自己想而已吗？

人，总要保护自己吗？

人，总要让我解不透吗？

人，一定要很懂一切吗？

我累了，

我累了保护自己，

我累了猜测他人。

谢谢你们让我看到好多样的人。

如果你是担心我，别怕！当我愿意写这些时，证明我又ok啦！

如果你只是想知道我八卦我一下，谢谢你花时间读了它。

to you.

2weeks ago i left you in a car, found back by someone, friend of mine. i was grateful.

1 week ago, i dropped you in a lift, every single msg in inbox, gone , i was stunned.

2days ago, i told my friend, there are some wounds on you

yesterday , i lost you.

truth telling me , i m not truly appreciate you, i m sorry. i really feel sorry to you. i did miss you now, when you left me.

stories behind,

1 i met with something during semester break, and the someone told me, during the new semester , you might use a lot of money. *i was scared, i was worried since the day i back to Island*

2 i lost my matric card suddenly, suppose there will be someone who will give me back, but none.

3 there was a huge pimple on my face lately, it was near to my nose, someone told me, "i heard ppl said hor, if pimple near nose or on nose, will lose some money" so called 破财 in mandarin

4 i told my roommate n friend about this on the way we went out for dinner last night. i cant imagine it was just happened.

lots more small small stories behind, i lost my phone in the condition which i really cant remember at all. it was just left by me , somewhere, last night.

coincident which happened too much will make you lost.

Maybe you will think i was superstitious , sometimes something just not for you to ignore or not to believe.

dear phone,

you are not a smartphone, but you did contributed a lot in my 4 years, during my boring times, during the time i cant sleep, during emergency, during..................etc., beside thank you still thank you. thanks for accompanied me for the passed 4 years, i was asked you to retire only on next year, i did. but due to my carelessness, i lost you. thank you for helped me to save a good memory , thanks for never ask me to send you to factory for recovery even you were dropped and fell down again and again by me. i really miss you, i do hope the stupid ppl that got you can take good care of you. maybe he will treat you better, i told myself. :( i never imagine how i could be if i lost you, and it happened now, i wish i can i tell myself that was only a dream. i wish. i really wish.

GOODBYE.

days

5th semester, final year, isnt as easy as in my imagination, cool! i m trying my very best to survive here . hope i will be back to Peninsular lively ,next year.

perhaps.

see you guys around.

**3 proposals submitted today. n i dont feel want to do anything but lay on my bed with some enterntain. lazy la whey!

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